

PurifyStanding too close to the sun, I can feel it's heat Never will I be able to embrace it without it's burn Close my eyes and feel the light flowing through me I am lost in it's sheer blindness and gaze at all it's dark wonders How can I live or find meaning to all this madness? I fear the worst.Purify
Devote my rotting life and time to what's not seen A terrifying reality all inside my own my mind Cut these constricting chains and let me free I can no longer do this, I have had enough
There is no answers for what lies with in Driven by this insane fear, grabb


On This PageOn this page, my mind constantly wanders Idle thoughts being thrown all around Blood spilling from passion in my veins When I no longer have the strength to vocaliseOn This Page
On this page, I make my own history By divulging all these hidden secrets and turning every heavy stone in radius In hope of recovering from this illness


Watch the ClockI stare in my agony constantly Dismissing my futile attempts for rest I am wide awake in relentless pain As my body torments me presentlyWatch the Clock
The hours crawl through the night I gaze up recklessly at the ceiling Imagining what it is to dream To drift away unto paradise
The minutes are clicking by Time is running up for me I am destined to lie confused I cry in my senseless worrying
The anxiety swells beneath my skin Tension is building, I am afraid Fearful of my unknown shame I cage within inside my head
I know I cannot find


Pull Me UnderVenomous smoke enters my lungs Poisoning me and rotting inside All from the enticing aroma Aroused by your intruding presencePull Me Under
I inhale your tempting scent and I find myself decaying away From your absent condolence and I slide into your dishonesty
You pull me under once more I burn in water you immerse me in Immolating all the while I suffocate Despising how you make me suffer so
Repulsed by your tender caress Every characteristic making me quiver I cannot bear the thought of you or how you manage to sicken me so
| Hello! My name is Nicole. I have been known to some people though as 'Rain' from people online, as it is related to my username I use on various sites. I like a large variety of Art. I love Anime/Manga and read and watch what I can in my spare time. If you want to see what I have read/watched or talk to me about Anime/Manga check out my MAL: [link] I enjoy photography but I much rather prefer traditional drawing and my preferred style of drawing is with graphite pencils. I also enjoy writing poetry and songs even though I am not very good at it and have only gotten back into it recently. I am 16 years old and born on the 31st of October, 1992. I am currently single. I reside in Langwarrin with two of my sisters - (one which has a Deviant Art account: [link]). I enjoy living where I do but sometimes I feel I tend to lack my own privacy, and cannot wait till I get out and find a place for my own. I usually refer to the place I live as 'Frankston' because I usually spend my time in there. I go to a Christian school and don't really like it. I feel as if my beliefs conflict a lot of the time with what people there want me and expect me to be like. But overall, there is some alright people there I tend to laugh a fair bit with, even though I might not be all that close to them and really only talk to them at school. I'm straight but a huge supporter of gay rights. I dream of the day Australia will pass the bill for same-sex marriage to become legalised. I believe homosexuals should get the exact same rights as heterosexuals and not be discriminated against, excluded and have a negative stigma attached to them just because of their sexuality. It's not something they can help and it does no harm to our society, only encourage better love and understanding. I am also an Atheist and a Humanist. I do not care what people individually choose to believe and it's fine if you have your own beliefs but please don't try and compel me to follow along because you will be unsuccessful. If you wish to ask me *sensible and reasonable* questions about my beliefs you may as long as you refrain from making statements. I tend to find people I meet online to be more trustworthy and better friends than I do most people I come into contact with face-to-face. This may be just because we have similar interests. I love playing and listening to music. I am not a big fan of rap and techno music however there may be a few exceptions. I like music that has some degree of musical talent and where people actually play instruments and put hard work into what they do. I have a 5-string bass guitar in my room which I like to play along to certain songs of my liking ^_^ I currently have my learners and have tried driving a manual car but have miserably failed (I think I have issues with other drivers on the road >.< I think I will just stop there at the moment XD |
How are you? ^_^
What songs do you like?
in joy and sorrow
the funerel of harts
love and lonly
sweet six six six
killing lonliness
love in cold blood
all of ther songs.
and you?
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